Christmas.. and im back...

Back in SG, and everything is crap..
From the moment i touch down, to the moment i hit the roads.
Its not the place i wanna be, its not the memories i wanna be.
Just like a tornado, everything just hits you right in the mind..Could be im thinking too much i reckon..Sighzz.. i wanna go back but im staying for my bros wedding. Im staying longer coz my gf is begging me too. Well you cant please everyone..In fact i thought of flying back this sunday.

I knew i have start my new life over there already, Peace, quiet, no one to bother me, no one to answer to, its just me, my living room, and my beer. Crap.. is like Christmas today, Im hell at home.. Bleah. Its all starting again.. crap.

Oh well.. Merry Xmas newae... :)

Food is delicious but mood isnt.. *bleah*

Baked seafood lasagna,
California Roll
Salmon Sushi with mustard/mayo+onions.
Baked garlic bread roll.

House Food party!, self cooked by this Korean sharemate and help from me to be shared among the 5 of us staying under the roof. I just couldnt be bothered to take pictures of the Fresh Oysters we had too..

Usually when i have this kinda "once-in-awhile" food, i will always be able to eat a lot, especially fresh oysters, but this time round. din really have the mood, i noe im just eating for the sake of eating..

Maybe im just afraid that i put on too much weight already. Crap, a few more days is not gonna make any big difference already. now my mood is like crap, Pek cek, irritable, I know whats the reason, but im trying to not think about anything, i had my fair share and bits and pieces of fucked up momments already

And NO, its not my PMS...

There empty handed, back empty handed.

Nothing can go wrong with an icy cold beer of BEEZ NEEZ.a tang of honey wheat....:) The norm thing i do whenever i just got off from work..

I was having 'withdrawal symptoms' from being "un-netless" for a period of a week or more pior to moving places again. till i had to borrow my friend's internet device, if not i wont be writing here. Freaking THIRD time since i moved ever since i touched down here, aint a easy task man. Ill be moving again when im back..4th time. record broken in half a year, sighzz

3 more days before i touch down, back to my 'reality' world, 2 more nights from my 'fantasy' I know i have to face all the problems i have back in Singapore and i cant escape it, but i know im coming back empty-handed, and im going back empty-handed from all weights and problems... If not for my bro's wedding, i wouldnt be back at all i reckon..Though im enjoying life here in Perth, i frankly am getting bored with my brains out, i miss the easy nightlife in SG, and my closer friends whom made it fun to be with, but i dread the things i left behind..

And i dread going back to SG, more precisely for one reason..

" Tasha!!!! you put on so much weight!!!"

ARGHHHH.... duh..

Mood for Lunch....

Ok.. so i was in the mood to bake, to use up all my remaining groceries b4 i move out.. I was dreaming of what to cook the next day, and hence baking was easier , just shove everything in the oven.

Well, i could only make full use of my kitchen when my dat HKG share mate is not around. Just nice when i have shoved everything into the Oven, and was left to wash the dirty dishes.. He came back, and first stupid thing he ask was " Are you done?" i presume he wanna use the kitchen to do his lunch, which consists of "boiling water, cooking rice" using the microwave, and microwaving his microwave(d) vegetables, and his so called salmon i think. He even uses the microwave to make scrambled eggs! Yucks. Talk bout guys who can't cook but cook lazily but think they know-it-all in the kitchen. So i excused myself letting him take over the kitchen. Crap. and i went back to my room to wait till the oven timer is out.

And then when i went to check my food contents, sitting at his usual "working table" in the living room just side the kitchen he asked " You having a party?" i was like a bit stunned. coz i just hung up with my HR manageress on the phone telling her im nto able to attend the staff's xmas party coz i was moving house that day. First thought, i tot he was evesdropped on my conversation. But then it strucked me, he was talking bout my baking.. i was lke " No.. just trying some baking for my lunch" He shoke his head and " tsk tsk" " i thought you were having a party"

What, people cannot bake for lunch meh, servings sooo small, how can be enough for a party (btw, to them party is derived as house parties with food and guests" i guess he thought it was rather unappropriate to go through all the trouble just for lunch. Well duhh.. coz you only know how to microwave, but not stove/oven cooking. Well, but i felt bad i didnt ask him if he wanted any.. :P I wont share unless im confident it tastes ok...

Baked pasta ham rice and mashed potatoes mixed with tereyaki minced and with red pepper bells topped with minced.. Yum, pic looks crap, but i didnt realise it was good. haha oh well edible enough for me.. :P