Everything's Expiring

Everything's expiring....

1) My Visa
2) My car's rego
3) My driver's license
4) Me graduating...
5) Maybe i myself am 'expiring' too...

in within 1-2 months time. and all costs money money money. fiak~

forsaken freedom, fallen down

Demanding freedom, forsaken my life.
Chucking away my friends he says,
My social life has to go.

Miserable as she is,
Stupid as she feels.
He says to cut of all contacts,
ZERO friends shall you know.

Even the best falls down,
Even the strongest falls to weakness.
Trains his brain he says,
I should forsake my day.

Around the world he goes,
What he meant was confused.
Like he said, if you heard me.
You'll understand me.

But i knew what he meant,
Soon he will forsake.
In the end, no friends for you, he'll say.
If not he'll kill me in his way.

Useless as i may be,
Say me stupid should you think.
Tash what are you doing?!
This is not what its meant to be..

Italian.. finally..

Well well...
Yesterday went to this realy famous Italian restaurant. " Case Del Amici". Finally! Italian... im sooo sick of chinese takeaways and dine-ins already. Im missing my pasta, but ever since i think pasta has high carbo, thats why i ditch it for Japanese instead. Japanese is my top fav cusine and 2nd is now Italian.

"Portofino" Fire Wood PIZZA! with mushrooms and prawns.
Our entree, man it was good, even though im not a fan of pizza.

"Chilli Mussels"

I knew i have to have it. I love mussels, but it was alright, not that spicy not that good, i've had better ones... But still good enough for me.
OK i was glad i still could eat, coz we have our main courses.....

His "Penne" Arrabiata- Pasta with sausage, with olives.. it doesn't look that appealing to me. Maybe coz i never liked my pasta with tomato sauce and grated cheese on top.

And this is MINE! Spaghetti Marinara. in white wine sauce and sauteed with garlic. They call this style of mix " Bianco" mix, now i know...

Yum yum, seriously i had chilli mussels earlier on, i had prawns. But i still want it, coz i love seafood so yeap. By now, i could feel i was getting quite full already, and i think perhaps having too much of the same things just spoils the appetite abit.

And i still wanted to eat.. hahah.. My dessert. "Tiramisu."

Ok, by now, the dessert doesn't taste that good, i have tasted better tiramisu around. Three answers: Either im damn full already so it just doesnt seem that appealing and edible, OR i had too much wine to drink, OR it just aint good.

Alright cheers~, had a bottle of red wine b4 the meal, but i didnt really fancy red, And so, i got another bottle of white...

And here's a bit of cam-whoring~~~~ Its all really random, and with my bumper car sign..



Till then....~~bye~~

Fantasy

Oh yeah..i wanna share my most fav poem i wrote. I finally remembered coz it was from my old blog and i was browsing through and i wrote it down. Factually the poem is written, in my singapore room, on my cupboard door ( Copied and pasted) You know, when you read your old posts, u just tend to laugh... it just seems soo..... far away, and never existed before..That's when i say TIME, really heals.........

Fantasy


There was once a time where we existed,
as gentle as a lover's kiss.
There was once a time when u lived,
in my dreams and fantasy.

Angels play the music on their harps,
fairies sing melodies on their part.
We dance among stars in our hearts,
at that time when the love was cast.

Beacuse love is a beautiful story,
it means not wanting to say sorry.
Because love is a lasting legend,
your heart will always be in my destination.

Though it is all but a dream,
a dream is a thousand times better than reality.
Though it is all a dreamy story,
A story is better than a hurting memory.

Gone are all but memories,
all the love we had in my dreams and fantasy.
Left is what i call a love story,
dreams, then is better than reality

By Yours Truly,
Tasha Only...

Confused is not Me

There is only so much more one can resist.
There is only so much more one can take.
I saw my crossroads,
But tell me which path to take.

Life just indulges into hate,
The daily plunges all up to fate.
I feel like i have two image,
Just trying to reach out to be safe.

I stretch my hands across,
But there is a wide space beyond.
I shout and scream,
Pleading badly but it was all foregone.

Its life like this which makes one lost.
Into a place where they have not decided on.
I'm on the other side,
But i know in mind...this isn't right

Yours Truly
Tash only..

Its autumn, i love it, but i hate winter.

Its cold, im having a headache, Its the time of the month, I'm just. arghhhhh!!! And i have to finish up my assignments, im in a group of 4, but seems like the other 2 are not even doing anything about it, and the due date is like 4 days time. Talk about 1st year students, complain about the amount of assignments hence you do not have time to do others.. duh why, coz u guys think its easy and leave it till the last minute, and i have yet to see any work from you guys even though im PUSHING it!. damn it.

And later i still have to work. And today's Mother's Day, so i dun think there will be anyone at the bar tonight and ill be bored to death, coz im alone!!!

I was so bored last night i was doin up two word puzzles, there was barely anyone, Its getting cold and freezing...

And why can't people admit when they do something, for example i 'SWORE' i heard my phone ring last night, and this morning, it was 'ZERO' messages....did my messages disappear into thin air?!

Crossroad

It was a long way, where she was born,
Into this crib, reincarnated from.
She stepped onto the path, with stones on road
No signs beyond, just herself in hope.

The pathway was easy, one step to each.
But as it got wider, a crossroad was seen.
So she counted her luck, and cross the path,
Which she did misjudged in the dark, & she was fucked.

There she is, all stood by
Thinking to walk or to say goodbye.
Its a long walk back to the start
Her bone shivers, her mind contradicts.

So she sat down on the gravel,
Looking left and right to find an answer.
Wishing the sky would open,
And someone would save her....


By Yours Truly.
Tash only..