Tash is not back..
Just ghost-ing..
Whats real, whats not
Whos the freak?
Whats the bomb.
Lovers broken
Truth reveals.
Man-made fights
Territorial for life
Take me home
Give me back my trust
Tell me its real
Give me back hope
Im hiding
Back to this shell,
Till this clears,
Im still unwell
Crush my soul,
Break my hopes
No,
Take my hand,
Tell me all's well
She's scared
What's tomorrow gonna tell.
Love or Hate
Bad news, or just fate.
Hey Hi You.. Yes You...
If ya find this & reading this, maybe this post could relate to you, maybe it will never..
I've fought too many battles. But guess what? Each fight doesn't seem to hurt that bad anymore.
I forgot the difference between LOVE and COMPANIONSHIP. Maybe...you were just a great companion. Maybe... It was all God's decision. It's up to Him to clear up my mess now..
I feel like I've naturally given up. I feel like I can make any major decisions myself now, instead of having to prolong it for a human's change to realise I Am really going....~
I think I'm tired from fighting again anymore, It's time to go back to where I belong maybe... I've had an enough of a long 'long' holiday just like I prayed to God hard for it.
Its not working out here. I know I have tried my best, I saw happiness in your eyes when I let you do anything you want instead. I've promised you that and I will keep my promise.
I can no longer tell you 'I Love You' in your face because I'm not sure anymore......But I know I'm only left with enough energy to tell you I still Care....
I can't lie.......I think I've lost, I'm Sorry....
Sincerely,
Tash
