If ya find this & reading this, maybe this post could relate to you, maybe it will never..
I've fought too many battles. But guess what? Each fight doesn't seem to hurt that bad anymore.
I forgot the difference between LOVE and COMPANIONSHIP. Maybe...you were just a great companion. Maybe... It was all God's decision. It's up to Him to clear up my mess now..
I feel like I've naturally given up. I feel like I can make any major decisions myself now, instead of having to prolong it for a human's change to realise I Am really going....~
I think I'm tired from fighting again anymore, It's time to go back to where I belong maybe... I've had an enough of a long 'long' holiday just like I prayed to God hard for it.
Its not working out here. I know I have tried my best, I saw happiness in your eyes when I let you do anything you want instead. I've promised you that and I will keep my promise.
I can no longer tell you 'I Love You' in your face because I'm not sure anymore......But I know I'm only left with enough energy to tell you I still Care....
I can't lie.......I think I've lost, I'm Sorry....
Sincerely,
Tash
