Today morning was better than yesterday morning.

But averagely today was worst than yesterday.

But the day before of destroying and binning all my music and equipment. Was worse than this morning. 

so colourful yet so bleak

Got a new lappy again. techno free since 2012. dec 2012. time to be back to the world.. escaping doesn't rock the boat. Do i wanna write bout crossroads again? stupid traffic lights, and broken railway trains. dodgy lanes and faded ways.. Or something new, them trains lost in future no existence a girl on her way shes building roads and extra lights probably another colour maybe two or three on that traffic light stupid trains and crossroads no damn sense of its trips just bringing her to stupid beginning waiting for her stupid ride. ============================================================== Im gonna tell you a story, gonna act like ya listening. you wanna bring me out you be my listening pal. I could be your hated socialite, or the worst one day friend. but you got me out, so you gonna listen to me now Ive this, ive that ill please, ill forget. Ill play and learn, Ill hurt and bleed in turn But you gonna stay, no turning you've asked me out so thats your duty be my friend or well, stay out smirks and a grins sly smile and teased eyes i can't read those, till you tell me why no games, you owe me friend or foe. thats all you gotta know