Sacarstically..... precisely.... ARGHHHH

So what do you do if someone irritates the hell out of you? You blog in here...
So what do you do, if someone mistakenly loves to add salt to your wound, and a "lighter" near your face, proceeding to burn you with another cigarette. You write in here..

Wait wait.. first step.. must always keep your mouth shut. Nod willingly to him/her while they are making the comment, while you make sure that your mouth doesn't open an inch, be it to let an ant crawl in or not. NOT even a smirk or an entry and exit from your mouth. Clam it shut. zipped, stapled, sewed.. whatever.. just shut up. Prevention is always the safest bet .

Then as you can feel your heart get warmer, you have that urge to BREATHE through your mouth, but as soon as you breathe.. you know a letter, or sentence will pass through.. STOP hold that breath. Prevention is always the safest bet remember? Then as he/she realise you have kept your mouth shut, wondering if they should send you to the hospital or perform some emergency brain scan on you.. You breathe in and say.. " no no, everything is fine" and then.. remember to CLAM your mouth shut.. not another word said. no under any circumstances.

And then sooner or later.. they realise, is queer with all that silence, its just not you.. and then they repeat that ordeal of yanking on and on trying to keep the conversation going..and you can slowly feel your brain burning up, your throat getting so stiff, your tongue wanting to spit.. you just tell yourself........
"Can you hear that? the breeze of the wind.. my Knight talking to me.. in the sweetest language ever"...
Its all in the mind baby.. all in the mind to control the thoughts...

And.. the cycle repeats itself again. Well, im not trying to be an ass here, but ive hung out much with street-smart people and non-street smart. = to those who are trying to think they know it all, but rather.. they don't, and it makes u feel so embarrassed. ( maybe im talking bout myself too) .. and from then.. it becomes a topic between you two. You noe you can rebutt him/her back. BUt when you do so.. the DEBATE starts... and on you go n go .. n on again.. you feel lke exploding, no one is winning.. and TWO choices.. 1) You write in here 2) You can go try to kiss your ass, and stuff your mouth and ears with cotton..


AND then.. the world feels better with some alcohol and smokes.......ahhhhh

22.10PM >>AND THEN.. again... again...... the cigarette has been lighted.. and im am a damn bloody doll who tries so hard .. and then i know as im typing. i so feel like taking the empty beer bottle next to me and just wack that fucker on the head..

And then. And then.. arghh.. i know im keeping my cool, by just shutting up, coz i knoe that any words i say is gonna be proved invalid and only inconstance in creating quarrels.. so im trying so darn hard... arghh.... * stabs self to bleed first.. *

This would be proved a hard core murder man...

AND THEN................................. IT happens again..

Some One... ANYONE.. KILL ME!.

P.S" ALCOHOL, never seems to taste better... * faints*